crap, just realized resolution is OMG BIG ! ! !
and i am just too lazy to do my resolution at all.
and u know what- thank GOD for everything. He knew i might have shaken in my heart abt something. He know something and he harden my heart over it. I will remember it.
His name must always REMIND ME OF the bad stuff he did. EVERYTHING ! harden my heart to not succumb to anything. cold-blooded. yes i must be. I can't be soft. I must remember this forever.