Peace of the heart, mind and soul.
I used to feel it but i got lost and strayed.
I wanted the peace and yet i wanted things that prevented the peace to reign.
I became disillusioned with the world. I saw things in different ways.
I took things to heart and tried to find the answer desperately.
I knew i cannot find the answer with my finite knowledge yet i tried.
The ways never satisfy me and i am left with more problems then answers.
It was a wretched situation for me. I could not get to sleep peacefully.
I got depressed. I shook up at every minor events, every human error, i pointed to human nature and the more i saw each day, the more depressed i grew. I knew i cannot understand but yet i wanted to understand.
I have to find back the peace.