Anxiety.

Doing my stuff just the day before yesterday. Did it throughout the whole day. I was very anxious over the whole process. I was worried over the whole thing. I was not calm. My mind seeking the words and thoughts to put down on the paper. I wanted to give up and just let it all to waste. No one will care if this was actually done. Actually, no one will bother. In the end, I still completed it. I sent it. Yes, i know how anti-climax. As I rest for the next day, I pondered over the events that have changed my life. Not drastic changes, but subtle ones. Many subtle changes change a person and I know I have changed. I am no longer who I used to be.

Was channel surfing when the one of the bio channel programme caught my eye. It was about the late Princess Diana. It has been 12 years since her death. Time really pass so fast.
Time passes so fast. When I look at events that has happened, I can only accept it for what is done is done. I cannot change the past, I can only direct my future but has my past pave the way for my future already ?